There Are Miracles

So, I decided to move away from the old "Why?" naming scheme, seeing as I got zero responses to all of my posts. But it's all good.

Anywho, the title really belies the true nature of this post. It really has to do with girls. Here is my main dilemma. I really wish I had a girlfriend. Someone I was really close to and supported me and everything. But I honestly don't like anyone at school and there haven't been a whole lot of opportunities for me to be with girls outside of Gustine. I know that I'll be graduating soon and stuff(if you can call a year soon). And any relationship I have here probably won't mean anything, but I'm not sure. You never know.

I find myself looking for attention from girls, just anyone, just to feel good about myself. I know that that's shallow, but I don't know where else to come by it. Sometimes, a guy just a girl to tell him he rocks. I don't know. I understand that I'm very blessed and that I shouldn't need this, but for some reason I do.

I have a lot on my plate right now. I don't think I can understand all of it quite yet. Maybe one day I will. Later.